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I'm Sianya Dawnmist

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You’ll find writing, reflections, and notes across games, films, books, music, audio, and television, alongside a few pieces that don’t fit neatly anywhere else. Some posts are fragments, some are longer, and some are best dipped into rather than read all at once.

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Cultural soft power

Day 2 of A Date With Death gets intense – soul bonding, broken souls, and more flirting with the Grim Reaper.

A Date With Death Part 2 – Boundaries, Banter & Bad Decisions

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A Date With Death originally streamed on 12th February 2026 – We formed a soul bond, uncovered suspicious aura lore, and made increasingly questionable romantic…

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I played A Date With Death completely blind and immediately tried to flirt with (and delete) the Grim Reaper. Chaos ensued.

A Date With Death Part 1 – Flirting With the Grim Reaper Blind Playthrough

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A Date With Death originally streamed on 10th February 2026 – We met the Grim Reaper, tried to delete his app, and immediately started flirting…

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We finish our first house build in ContractVille co-op, argue about door placement, discover the joy of trash compacting, and question whether this is our long-term co-op game.

ContractVille Part 3 – Doors, Drama & Trash Compactor Joy

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ContractVille originally streamed on 3rd February – where we discovered that stopping mid-build is a personality flaw. We Came Back Confident. That Was Our First…

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ContractVille house building foundation gameplay

ContractVille Part 2 – Divorce, Demolition & Chaos Inc

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ContractVille originally streamed on 29th January 2026 – archive recap added before I forget what we built and/or demolished. We Started By Hitting Each Other…

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Our first ContractVille co-op gameplay session - renovation chaos, purple paint disasters, and a very questionable driving performance.

ContractVille Gameplay Part 1 – First Impressions & Co-op Chaos

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ContractVille Originally streamed on 27th January 2026 – archive recap added for posterity and evidence. We Accepted the Invitation. Immediately Regretted Nothing. I accepted the…

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Rain on a window with blurred city lights beyond

A Few Things That Shaped Me

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I’ve spent most of my life moving between worlds. Languages. Tastes. Ways of seeing. I don’t think that was a conscious choice at first, but…

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Abstract city lights suggesting the scale of a global music phenomenon

Underestimating BTS (Again): On Numbers, Narratives, and Cultural Amnesia

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The financial analysts don’t seem to be taking the BTS comeback particularly seriously.Large parts of the South Korean public, meanwhile, appear to be backlashing at…

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Empty cinema seats facing a softly lit screen

Preconceived Ideas – Why We Miss Things Before We’ve Met Them

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Have you ever realised you’ve decided a film isn’t for you without ever really letting it be? It happens quietly. You’re listening to someone talk…

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When Soft Boys Meet the Internet: The Boyfriend, Adult Content, and the Limits of Fandom Comfort

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What happens when affection, desire, and audience expectations collide on social media Every season, it seems to happen again. A contestant from The Boyfriend becomes…

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A riverside path in South London framed by the red and black beams of a bridge, with a lone figure walking beneath autumn trees.

What We Return to When We Want to Feel Held

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On rereading, familiar worlds and the books that show us how much we have changed There are books we finish and admire. There are books…

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A person sitting on a sofa watching a television screen glowing with red and blue light in a darkened living room.

Who Teaches Us Desire? Porn, Power, and the Stories We’re Allowed to Tell

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There’s a strange contradiction at the heart of how we talk about sex. We live in a world saturated with desire. It’s in advertising, pop…

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Vintage television displaying colourful static, symbolising media saturation and cultural noise

The Cultural Double Standard: Sex, Soft Power, and What We Pretend Not to See

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Sex is everywhere, and nowhere at the same time. It flickers across headlines, album covers, music videos, and glossy magazine spreads. It hums beneath dialogue…

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